It would be great if only I could tell you lot of stories I had.
But the happiest one is I’m gettin’ closer to my dream. It’s gettin’ closer for me to get it.
As I promised you that I’ll do my best and I’ll be great oneday.
Wish me luck doraa..
I hope you’d glad too, as you always did.
Goodluck for you and your future too :D
Sometimes, it’s not that easy to find someone who would understand us, take us no matter who we are.
Sometimes, it’s hard for our heart to accept people and make such an exception of anything they have done. It’s hard because sometimes, we just have only one exception. One exception, for friend, for a boy, for a girl, and for one member in our family. Sometimes, it’s kinda unfair for the other people who might treat us well or smthn, but our heart talks different..
Sometimes, it takes several times, months, years to let the other get a place in our heart or sometimes, it takes several times for our heart to be opened and accept ‘the other’
But….it takes seconds, for the special one. It doesn’t mean ‘the special one’ is such a perfect human ever. Nope. But he/she could be the special one because of he/she could get into our heart and get those exceptions from us.
It takes months, years, even forever to let go someone who’s really special.
I bet it’s all because of, we can laugh with.. we can talk with.. We can yelled each other.. We can play each other..we can be such an enemy.. We can be friends.. We can be brother and sister.. We can mad with.. We can sing like no one sees us. We can laugh like really laughing, louder and louder.
And those funny-stupid things that we would never…ever get the same. even we got the better one. But sometimes, we can’t change our habit just like what we usually did when we were with that someone special. Sometimes, we’re just too enjoy with those things while people are different…eventhough we got the better one, things won’t be the same, even our habit won’t be the same.
Sometimes, what we usually said “it’s fun, it’s okay, it’s cool, it’s great” just like the old times, would never ever be the same with ‘the new one’.
Yes we live and we make experiences while we’re still young. But sometimes, lot of experiences doesn’t make us get everything or anyone.
Sometimes, experiences just teach us how to solve smthn, just teach us how to think, to feel. Just to teach us, how to “not to do the same mistakes twice”
And…..just to teach us to appreciate what we had before and how to keep it. Then sometimes, experiences teach us to be tough and won’t let other people make a wrong decision as we did before.
But…..still…. We missed something. Something simple,
something that other people can’t bring it to us,
even the other people are better than what we had before.
I love ya G
I love ya kiddos Eli&Tio and Hirow
and yeah.. It’s the time. Why they have to live at baba’s house? -_- Well I know it’s gonna be theirs, but come on. Come another time. Why all of you keep forcing? -_-
Well I know rite, it’s not my business. I know that I don’t have any right. Well…. poor baba. Well I mean, they usually live alone. Ya they live with us, but not everyday and feel annoyed.
I’m just sad, like totally sad. Not bcause something or whatever. I’m just sad, bcause of….
I’m growing up at this house where I’m sitting right now (baba’s house). Yeah, I live at my house off course, but I’m spending almost everyday at here. When I was a kid, I like staying here bcause there was Om michael and his cool room and also baba’s livingroom. But as time goes by, when Om Michael has moved to Cibubur and has his own house. I like staying here bcause of I like spending time at every space in this house while I’m watching for baba and jeddah.
May be I looked like don’t care with my father, mother.. That’s not like that. It’s bcause I’m thinking that, baba and jeddah are gettin’ older, while my parents are still young and can do what they want alone, well I mean, they have a power to.. Besides, baba and jeddah. yeah they are still great as a 69th years-old. But since they’re sick. It’s like I don’t wanna leave ‘em. Well, I know I can’t help amost everything. but at least, if they need a help, I will. That’s all..
And I’m so enjoy having my time.. I don’t know why. There’s a tv in my room, so many things I have but I like spending here like I don’t know why. I just like staying here, yeah maybe bcause of I’m almost spending my time at this house ever since I was a kid.
And it’s the time. They said that they would come in June. but he would come first in April. Then baba has to pick her stuffes.. library, table, album, photos, and lot of things.. And now I help her, and it’s feeling so damn weird seeing second floor like a new house, seeing those spaces.. Bye Om Mike’s balcony.. Thanks, I like staying there and jump over the balcony and sitting there like a monkey.. Bye, Om Mike’s bathroom, I like using the toilet while on the phone with my friends..
*sigh*
成功したら、祖母のうちのみたいに造るつもりです。リビングルーム と バルコニーを造るつもりです。一所懸命勉強して、頑張ります！
Dear Holly,
I don’t have much time. I don’t mean literally, I mean, you’re out buying ice cream and you’ll be home soon…but I have a feeling this is the last letter. Because there’s only one thing left to tell you. It isn’t to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp. You can take care of yourself without any help from me. It’s to tell you how much you move me. How you changed me. You made me a man by loving me, Holly…and for that I am eternally grateful. Literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you’re sad…or unsure…or you lose complete faith…that you’ll try and see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I’m a man with no regrets. How lucky am I? You made my life, Holly, but I’m just one chapter in yours. There’ll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don’t be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal when life as you know it ends.
P.S. I will always love you.
(via minniecity)
Source: allieoops
save those laughters
happy moments won’t be the same anymore
but it never ends
Do you know the reason why I envy you and tio? It’s bcause both of you remind me of Galih and me. You know the reason why I always tried washing tio? It’s all because I don’t want tio leaves you because he thinks that you don’t need him that much. I don’t want tio thinks that you’re that bad, that cruel. Besides you’re not. You know the reason why I keep trying to make you calm and keep helping you solve the problem? It’s all bcause I don’t wanna see you feel regret at the end. Bcause I know you love him, but you’re too young to think those complicated things. Bcause I know you wanna be with him but you keep saying “I’m fine” you always want to be looked “fine” when you’re not. Do you know the reason why I keep telling you that “I can change tio” while you can’t trust that he could change to be what you wanted. It’s all because I know tio is a good boy, bcause I know he wanted to do anything for you. But no one support him. Because Iknow there must be a way to upgrade him to be better even great. You know the reason why I always help both of you when you were fighting? Make both of you to be chill.. It’s all because I know no one will do it. No one will help both of you. While both of you were thinking and keep thinking without telling to each other. You know why I always say to you el that “tio really loves you Eli” it’s bcause I know he changed a lot just to be with you. Bcause I know how much he could accept you just the way you are. How much he could ignore his feeling, seeing you galau bcause another boy or smthn. Cause I know that he won’t give up though he should be tough all the time. You know the reason why I always say to tio that “yo you don’t have to be afraid cause Eli really loves you. Eli has changed. If she keeps showing you that she doesn’t care or smthn, it doesn’t mean she doesn’t care about you. She just doesn’t wanna show her feeling. Well yeah girl” It’s all bcause of I know Eli..yeah Eli knows herself much better than me of course. But I know those feelings which she didn’t ever tell tio. I just transfer it all to tio. So tio could know that not only him who loves her..but so does Eli. Bcause Iknow Eli is a nice girl, though she’s too childish sometimes..but that’s her..the most important thing that Eli loves tio..no matter how much boys come to her, but she keeps thinking about tio..though it’s just a lil bit. Cause I know she’s young, every girls want everything perfect. But still….what we wanted is not what we needed. Longlast Anakkecil kesayangan with pasien garis :) It doesn’t mean I always help you cause both of you remind me of galih. But bcause, I don’t want one of you feel regret at the end just like what I feel for couple years. Especially both of you.. Cause i know both of you are great.. Those problems came not bcause one of you don’t care each other. You guys just too young to face problems. Well kids…just wanna have fun right..
Seeing Gaby and EliKasai, make me smile and even make me like :’)
Well they looked like really enjoy their life
playing around, even in the midnight, play afterschool, come to each other’s house just for playing, watching, making those random things, eating, talking, laughing, riding, etc
Gaby just has to call Kasai, then Eli will come in a minute even at 3 o’clock in the morning
Yep, they are so dodol somehow, sometime~ wkwk
but that’s what make them feel so “wiiiiiii :D B-) “
I exactly know how cool those great times with partner in crime, with stupid partner but we’re still glad having her/him as our friend.
I bet, those cool unforgetable times couldn’t ever be replaced.
***so long partner, I miss playing or even riding and travelling with you Her, somehow..yea, somehow~
